Vision that will come to past

As always, My God have been good to me.Today's service was short but powerful. The presence of God is so tangible and i really felt the Holy Spirit tugging at my heart. God gave me a vision of me serving in the airline and also hotel. It is a very vivid image that was imprinted in my mind. I believe this is what God is calling me into. So i pray that whatever difficulty there may be along the way, i will walk with Jesus to see the vision coming to a past. Like what Paul said, we are being press, squeeze and put through the fiery furnace. but all these do not break us, but it make us stronger. Just like a clay, when passed through fire it becomes hard and strong. Likewise, when God put us through trials and tribulations and break us in any way we cannot imagine, we will emerge stronger than we were.

All a sudden, i sense faith arise within me. I know the time is now. I know my family and friends will have an encounter with God. So God cause me to seize the opportunity now and never ever let go till i see the harvest coming in. Use me in a greater way i pray. Mould me in Your ways and make me a better person so that people around me will feel the change in me which happened because of a Living God.

Christmas is coming and i have the faith that whatever visions that God have given me will come to past. Soon i will see the idol in my family change to a cross! Soon, i will see bible in the living room. Soon, i will see cell group meeting happening every week at my house. Till then shall blog more!

We Love to Eat!

On Monday, we went to the Xin Wang Cafe at northpoint for dinner. The food there seems little in portion but actually it is enough to fill your stomach.3 persons for a price of less than $38 seem alright.

YING YANG ICE TEA $2.50

HONG KONG MEE SUA W EGG AND FISH($7.80)

FISH SLICE HOR FUN($9.90)

This is the first time after three days of sft diet, i had a hearty meal. Wow yummy!

Yesterday , we thought we would shop for some clothe and in the end we did not buy a single one! So what do two army guys do when they are out? Eat! So we had a sumptous dinner at Crystal Jade. We spent 26 dollars for two bowl of ramen and 5 soup dumplings. Wow yummy! I wanna go there to eat again! Next time i will bring mum there.

This guy(Jia Qi) is trying to act shy(actually a cam whore)

SOUP DUMPLIND RAMEN $7.50

SPICY BEEF STEW RAMEN $7.50

SOUP DUMPLINGS $4.50(5 pcs)

took this at bugis station cool ar?


Nice shirt from ZARA ($39.90) wanted to

save money so did not buy

Till then shall blog more!

Friday to Sunday

The past few days were fulfilling. Benny Hinn's service was power-packed with many signs and wonders happened. Through him, we know of the third dimension of anointing.Dr AR Bernard is such an anointed preacher. Thank him for the revelation of changing a person and transform a place. Wouldn't life be wonderful, if Christians will be bothered enough to reach out to anyone regardless of who they are, how they look, or what pasts they had. If we were all to look at everyone through God's eyes, we will see them as soul that really need Christ. A prayer i pray that we will not have any prejudices or judgemental attitudes towards anyone, just like the religious Pharisee.


Part of my beloved cg

HAHA ya most of them are gals. But soon there will be more guys in the name of JESUS!

So poor thing, eating cup noodles on the floor...

On friday, i had two of my wisdom tooth plucked out. The surgery was an interesting one. The surgeon was experienced and skillful in what she does. Less than 15 minutes, she had my two impacted wisdom teeth removed. Wow i did not feel pain at all!(Haha wait till the anaesthetic effect wear off) So, i went home with a swollen right cheek and a bloody mouth. I lost so much blood and thought i would faint any moment. And truly enough i hyperventilated and almost fainted. Mum was so worried. But thank God for kind Samaritans who assisted me and gave me a seat on the train and fanning me all the way. The aftermath was horrible. I could not sleep for the pain was intensified and i was bleeding non-stop. I prayed and laid hand over my cheek and truly, God miraculously sped up the recovery process. Within less than 6 hours my wound stopped bleeding and i was well after that. Hee take a look at my extracted wisdom teeth:

Mum and me with a swollen 'pig' face lol

I made up my mind, that i would pursue a career in the airline or hotel-related field. I had always be dreaming of working in an hotel or flying around serving as an air steward. If i said that it is not for the glamour, that would be a lie. Yes i like the glamour and riches that come along with such prestigious job. But after knowing Christ, i know my dream is His dream for me, my vision is what He gives me, my vocation is what He called me into. So as far as possible, i will engage the industry, the culture or whatever you call it. 'Kristos Kai Kosmo'-Christ in culture'. Al tough i am not ready yet, but i believe three years would be a long enough time of preparation for me to become more spiritually matured and mentally and physically prepared for the the challenges ahead in the field. And ya that answers one of the queries in my life- to study Hotel and Tourism management.

Now, there are so many decisions that i need to make in life. Decisions that either break me or rise me up higher. God's guidance is so important to me now. Till then, I shall blog more.

10 Things In My Mind

It's early in the morning and i am really thinking of what should i be going for the next phase of life and at least achieve certain things in life now that i am still young.

1. How can i be a better person for my loved ones

2. What can I do to make my life better than it is now

3. What can I do to stop asking my parents for money (I seldom but still am occasionally)

4. What course should i take up (Psychology/Tourism and Hotel Management)

5.What is the God-given destiny for me in life

6. What can i do to be a better Earthling

7. How can i get the desired body i want

8. What can i do to help grow the cell group not just in the quantity but also spiritually

9. How can i tell my friends their flaws

10. How can i confess to the girl that i like

Note: not in order of importance.

Till then be blogging more~!

Finally...

Finally, we managed to send our big baby for shipment to New Zealand. Guess that ends our 2 weeks of horror or perhaps not...

just goy back from camp and am so relieved that i am out of it. Don't know why, i getting impatient. I am looking forward to ORD reall realy soon! But now it is so near yet so far. Nah... i seriously hate this feeling. It's squeezing me breathless at times. However the irony is, i am getting used to my way of life in the army now. Well, i think i will need time to adapt to civillian life real soon. Haha one more BN EX to go. I pray everything will go smoothly.

Why today's entry is entitled 'Finally...' because i finally am home! Hahah kk i am being lame. But i really missed home and i missed my family lar. lol

Going to pluck out my wisdom teeth tomorrow. I pray i will still be able to make it to Jon's party after that. Oh God i pray for speedy recovery after the surgery and that everything will go smoothly. Before that i am going to sign up for my drumming lesson. Hope it is not too late

I am so excited at what God is going to do in my life. I can feel that financial blessings are coming real soon. Till then, i hope to blog more about the goodness of God in my life.

Rewards after a HARD work

Today woke up at 7 plus in the morning to go back camp. I was there to do 'SPA' for our baby. Oh horrendous experience shan't talk of it. After that went to town with Wei ming and Wei Leong. On the train we took pics of us wearing wei leong's black nerdy specs


Then we decided to have lunch at the Thai Express located at City Link. Had fried beef kway tao for lunch. It was delicious but the portion was little for the price of $10.90. Leong was joking about the Thai are poor so needa increase price (OH NO LINK MANHZ!) After lunch, we were sleepy and had a power nap there.

So we were idling around at Marina Centre, trying to shop for Jon's present but in the end it was futile. We went chill out at Star buck and had a great time reminiscing about our old trainee days. I remembered how much i disliked Leong back in ASC time. The irony is now i am sitting beside him talking about our life! Jia jia joined us a while after that.

We had our dinner at New York New York. I ate a sandwich as our rather full.




After our dinner, we got a free treat of candy floss from the cafe. The candy floss were humongous!

We had had a fun and hard time finishing the candy floss. In the end, we ended up putting the remaining candy floss in the water and let it dissolve. Wow what a sugary treat~!

After dinner, it's time to go home.

OOPS we left out Leong!

Cool reflection ar!

Till then shall blog more!

The Most Hated Part of a Part of My life

I shan't talk about what i did the past few days as it will just upset me. if you want to know i can only smmarise in a few words- washing and more washing of guns...... it is like never ending.... the thought of going back camp tomorrow to do 'SPA' for my baby gun really make me feel like ORD ASAP! So i can say this is now really the most horrible part of my NS life!

Cant imagine i had burnt 3 weekends!
Weekends are precious. A time i can spend with my friends and at the house of God. A time i can go home and spend time wiht my family members.
After being "MIA" from church for 3 weeks. So much have changed.
Almost suffocated. It takes me time but i am adapting well to the new cg consisting of many gals and 3 guys(myself included) and other few irregular brothers.
I miss my brothers and sisters back in the old cg....... Now everyone in the cg is so young... seems like back to square one (just like during Meiyi's time.)
Well like what Jie Yi said it is all about a renewing of mind and changing the way you think.
Yes i confess the cg will grow despite the circumstances now. More brothers will be added in and the cg will multiply!

Met up with my 'gang' today at airport T3 Mac. I was so elated to be seeing them after a long time but was at a lost of what to say so i was quiet for awhile.
Ben never fail to bring us laughters. So i pray that his apiration to be a Tekong Sgt when he go NS will come to past.I pray that Theodore will make it to OCS. I pray that Joshua will be posted to the unit he wanted to go. I pray for Jess and Bandung will shine for the Lord in their A'level. I pray Meiyi, Fabian and Shu Yun will do exceptionally well in the uni. I pray that Jacky will do well in his job. I pray that Ivan will get excellent results for his retaken module. I pray tha Ben wil always come out wiht more funny jokes to fill us with laughters. I pray Lahka will be planted firmly and flourish in the House Of God.I pray Evet will do well for her O level this year. So these are my pratyers for the other half of my CG. As for my new cg, i pray that God will bring us closer and everyone will share the same vision of growing the CG as Jie Yi (Jia you Jie Yi! )


Lookinfg forward to Asian Conference and what Pastor Kong will be preaching! It is a time of prayer and fasting to expect a new moves of God, a new rhema from heaven to bring my life into a whole new level. My spirit is boiling, is exasperating, is excited, is yearning for more of what God can do in my life.

Till then, will blog more!

Boredom in the Early Morning

Wonder why am i here early in the morning
Yes i am bored REALLY AM
Yes i an finding ways to kill my boredom
Yes i am trying to entertain myself

Monday Blues whatever you call it
I wanna do something this morning
But guess i should stay at home
But guess i should just laze around

What can i do?
Look at the celling
Look at the wall
Look at the sun

The boredom is killing me
It is suffocating me
It is making me sick
It is torturing me

Oh monday morning
Just go away fast
Just fly off
Just dont bore me to death!

Horrible Weekends

My normal weekend routine have somehow been disrupted because of my commitments in camp. I shall not talk about that. 2 weekends burnt and yesterday i have diarrhoea until now. I look so dishevelled now. I literally passed out whatever i had eaten. Yesterday COS was one of the worst i ever had. Not that it is tough. In fact, we had cleared arms very early. The rest of the day, i were rotting in office, watching tv, playing guitar. While i was in the midst of rotting, 'it' started. And, i cannot stop visiting the toilet. In the end, i went to toilet more than 10 over times! To make matter worst, i cannot even slept in peace. The moment i wanted to sleep, i would want to go toilet. So the day passed with me making numerous visit to same cubicle. Thank you Fabian for keeping me entertained and taking care of me.

Today, just as i thought i have become better, i had made another few visits to the toilet. I felt so horrible. Whatever i ate, just passed out. In the end, Encik sponsored for my medical fees and asked Arden to send me to see doctor. Thank God for good friends who will show you care and concerns when you need them. I took my medication, i went back to sleep straight. Now, wei wei have to replace me for BN EX. Oh perhaps, this is a blessing in disguise. But somehow, i kind of want to go outfield. Yes, i am contradicting. Well what can i say? God is humorous in His own ways.

Now i feel abit emo. So i decided to write a song. Please do not laugh if it seems like gibberish...

One In a Million

A random feelings i have
Deep within me
I can't help
But to feel
The sadness within

I thought to myself
Will she ever know?
Will she ever realised?
All but none
It is nothing

But what can i do
to hide my feelings
But what can i do
to be feeling better

For you are the one
deep within me
my soul, heart and mind

But what can i say
to let you know
But what can i sing
to deliver my cries

For she is the one
deeper than the sea
for i will never know

For she is the one
clearer than river
for i will realise

So come to me baby(so come and fill my heart)
So come to me baby(so never break my heart)
So come to me baby( so you are all i need)
That the world may know
You are my one in a million

Well hope you will like it. Kinda random i know, just some random lyrics that have just happened to float in my mind.

BUSY BUSY AND MORE BUSY

So this are the list of things that happened so far this week.

1. BN EX 2 for 3 days

2. BN EX 2 aftermath

3. Prep for BN EX 3 TODAY

So my life have been dominated with army stuffs. Things are getting hectic and troublesome. But i will remain strong!

I so so so missed CHURCH! How i wished i can go church tomorrow. But... there is always a 'but'. I have COS duty tomorrow! Yes i am agitated and very dismayed. But God is always good. I know i will be able to meet up for cg ppl soon! OH I RELLI MISS THEM!

And ya.... i miss someone else too...

Hope everything is going to be alright for the next upcoming BN EX 3. Till then will blog more.