Saturday, February 20, 2010

You Will Know One Day

One day you will know
When the time come
for the birds to fly home
for the salmon to return
for the bears to wake up

One day you will realise
When the days come
whereby i stop pestering
whereby i stop bothering
whereby i stop caring

One day you will know
When the weeks
passed by silently
passed by normally
passed by unknowingly

One day you will find me
no longer the same
no longer around
Perhaps the lord have taken me home
Maybe it's my time that is up

One day you will know
that life is actually beautiful
If you see it that way
That i am just but a passing fad


My New Skin, A New Chapter in my life

It's been eons(not that exaggerating actually..) since i had last blogged in erhmm God knows when.I had decided to do without my old skin and settle for a rather simplistic ones.

1 year plus had passed since I ORD from the unit. In the past one year, i had expereince many things. Along the way, new friendships are forged and old friends are lost. Nevertheless, life will still have to go on. There are friends that appear in my life for months and it felt like years and friends who are with me for years and it felt like months. The point i am trying to make here is that friendship is cannot be measured by time alone. Sadly to say, the people who knows you well, sometimes are people who will leave you after a short period of time(Ha isn't that ironic?) Indefinitely be the time together be short or long, there are lessons that i had drawn from all these friends.

One thing never changes- You will grow old no matter what(unless you are vampire!) God had preplanned things in life to happen that way so do not ask why. One year had passed and i hoped i had changed a bit more. One year had gone by, i hope relationships around me will be strengthened.

How am i going to start this new chapter of my life? I don't know but i know He is there for me.




Sunday, June 14, 2009

Summary thus far

WOW! I can see layers and layers of cobweb and dust piling up on my blog! Sorry darling, have been quite lethargic to blog recently. Well today i am here to clean you up!

Time really flies, looking back, it is already 4 months since i have left the Army; it's been almost 3 months at TAS; It's been almost 4 years since i first accepted Christ; it's been almost 8 years since i left ATS, 5 years since i left NSS and 3 years since i left YJC. All of the these are the turning points in my life where i would be moving on further in life. Along the way, there were valley experience filled with darkness and anguish. Along the way, there were sanguine and ecstatic moments. Either way i believe i have transformed as a person.

God have been awesome in my life. Opportunities come one after another, let's hope that these are not a passing fad but rather they are here to last. Let the desire and dream be transformed into passion and passion into real works covered with faith that bring forth life! First is i got into a modelling agency then a pageant then now another one coming- Silosohotbods 2009! I have never imagined that i would get into the final. Indeed God is doing something great in my life and i believe more is to come. Recently, i was also nominated by my course to be the TP student model, let's hope that i will really get to be their model this year. Iam currently waiting for Carries model to contact me. If everything goes well, i think i will get a reply by the end of this month.

Academic-wise, i have been doing very well too. So far i got almost full marks for test and i believe i am going to do well for my mid-term test as well!

Spiritually-wise, i believe the Songs and Solomon sermon have really lifted me up to another level with God. Recently i just got 2 people saved@! Praise the Lord and i believe more will be coming soon!

After all i am still a sinner, that is why i need the grace of God to abound greatly in my life. That it is His mercy and grace that i am able to held my head high to face my past failures and imperfection in life. His cross prevails and cancel the penalty of sin. He is resurrected to cancel the power of sin.Thank God for all the wonderful things in my life. Be it good or bad, my God is good and will always will be. Till then i shall blog more! Before i go take a look at some of the photos i have yea!

My beloved W350 AND FRENS!

mY HAIR-CUT bubby Jacob!

The cute vietnamese consiracy and me!

Fahmi- the guy who brought me into the gateway of modelling

Beloved Bravo BTY 21 SA

Jia jia- one of my best army mates

Ogalinola- My good filippino sister in CHrist!

Elvin and Edison- My awesome China Brothers!

Lingz- my good sis in Christ and HAna- my 'long lost' malay sister haha


mE!~!!! and my hot bod! haha

Sorry there are so many people in my life that i want to feature. For the next few entries, i shall feauture all those people who have come across my life. Til then cya!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

We are the Ambassadors of Sentosa!!

It is a interesting enough concept to have a hotel school situated at a resort island, moreover to be studying there. The past 1 weeks plus during the orientation were eventful and happening. Thank God that i have found favor with my new classmates and friends over there. I really believed God have placed me here for a purpose. Everyone of us has a purpose and it is only whether you are daring enough to realise it and seeing your purpose being executed.

During the first two days of orientation, i have become good buddies with two china brothers. I also got myself a burmese Korean teacher! Wow praise the lord! I am sure i will enjoy the rest of the two years. Indefinitely, not everything will be smooth throughout and that is how we grow to be a better person through hardship and tough times. I believe now is just the honeymoon period. When school starts, things will be very different. Whatever it is, i pray that I will shine for Him in my studies and impact many lives over there.

Today Ms Susila taught us of the star values of our school and how we can be a good host to those visiting Sentosa. We are not just a student but also the ambassadors for Sentosa. So guys let;s put on a smile and be ever ready to offer the extra miles for service!

A few glimpse of my new friends and new school life.....

First two days

3RD day of orientation onwards

Tired after a half day tour... still needa go visit museum!

The orientation is still going on and i am being appointed the class monitor. Oh a troublesome job but i will still do my very best to serve my classmates well.
Lord i pray use me in a greater way, than i can ever imagine of. That through me, many life will be impacted and transformed. Help me to be a better person and shine for you in my studies. The road ahead may be tough but i not afraid for i know You are with me always even to the end fo the age. In the name of Jesus Amen!
Till then will update ya more!


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I do not know how to end the story....

Haha this is crappy but i do not know what ending should i give it. I have thought of so many endings and all of them are ultra sad. When i have reckon which one would be the best, i will continue with the story. Meanwhile let me update you guys with my life once again(Oh boring ar?)

A summary of what happened so far:

1) ORD on 110209- Beginning of my civilian life

2) Joined the strikeforce ministry on mid March

3) Got my first runway assignment on 200309

4) Was notified that i was in the final for faceof2009.

5) Tioman trip on 29 to 310309

6) Enrol into Tourism Academy at Sentosa on 060409.

7) pri school classmate gathering at Holland V NYDC

So many thinga had happened since i ORD. A new phase of life have just began and i am starting to miss those days back int he Army. Now i am back as a student. I need to burry myself in piles and piles of books and assignments soon!

Along this life of mine, there are people who had made lasting impression in my heart and left. There are people who i have once been very close with, deviated away from me. There are new found buddies and new friendship being forged.There are friends whom we have lost contact with, being found back again. This is life, it is always in a constant change. After all, change is the only constant in life.

New friendship are being forged in the Strikeforce:

Lost and found

Pri school friends

New friends at new School

Frineds that have reconnected:)

And of course there are friendship that still are going strong!

Notice no guys ar... coz most of my bros don take pics! haha

Then is my tioman trip

As you can see from the pics, we realli had lots of fun at Tioman, from trekking to snorkeling to good foods and picturesque views, Tioman have it all in one! While we were snorkeling, i saw this cute sea turtle on my way back to the boat! It was busily munching on the corals and the fishes happily eating its shell away. Haha poor fella din realise that? Too bad i din bring a underwater cam with me....

As u can see so many things are happening in my life right now. I am coping with the many changes well and am looking forward to my new school life and to making more new friends to enlarge my social circle. No man is an island, and all the more we need people around us, to help us grow, to better appreciate the beauty of life.Adding to that point, we need a life partner too! When will i ever get one? Well soon ba.....

Till then will blog more!