Randomness in My Life

You Will Know One Day

2010-02-20T21:04:00.000-08:00

One day you will know
When the time come
for the birds to fly home
for the salmon to return
for the bears to wake up

One day you will realise
When the days come
whereby i stop pestering
whereby i stop bothering
whereby i stop caring

One day you will know
When the weeks
passed by silently
passed by normally
passed by unknowingly

One day you will find me
no longer the same
no longer around
Perhaps the lord have taken me home
Maybe it's my time that is up

One day you will know
that life is actually beautiful
If you see it that way
That i am just but a passing fad

My New Skin, A New Chapter in my life

2010-02-20T16:58:00.000-08:00

It's been eons(not that exaggerating actually..) since i had last blogged in erhmm God knows when.I had decided to do without my old skin and settle for a rather simplistic ones.

1 year plus had passed since I ORD from the unit. In the past one year, i had expereince many things. Along the way, new friendships are forged and old friends are lost. Nevertheless, life will still have to go on. There are friends that appear in my life for months and it felt like years and friends who are with me for years and it felt like months. The point i am trying to make here is that friendship is cannot be measured by time alone. Sadly to say, the people who knows you well, sometimes are people who will leave you after a short period of time(Ha isn't that ironic?) Indefinitely be the time together be short or long, there are lessons that i had drawn from all these friends.

One thing never changes- You will grow old no matter what(unless you are vampire!) God had preplanned things in life to happen that way so do not ask why. One year had passed and i hoped i had changed a bit more. One year had gone by, i hope relationships around me will be strengthened.

How am i going to start this new chapter of my life? I don't know but i know He is there for me.

Testing

2010-02-20T16:54:00.001-08:00

halo

Summary thus far

2009-06-14T18:51:00.000-07:00

WOW! I can see layers and layers of cobweb and dust piling up on my blog! Sorry darling, have been quite lethargic to blog recently. Well today i am here to clean you up!

Time really flies, looking back, it is already 4 months since i have left the Army; it's been almost 3 months at TAS; It's been almost 4 years since i first accepted Christ; it's been almost 8 years since i left ATS, 5 years since i left NSS and 3 years since i left YJC. All of the these are the turning points in my life where i would be moving on further in life. Along the way, there were valley experience filled with darkness and anguish. Along the way, there were sanguine and ecstatic moments. Either way i believe i have transformed as a person.

God have been awesome in my life. Opportunities come one after another, let's hope that these are not a passing fad but rather they are here to last. Let the desire and dream be transformed into passion and passion into real works covered with faith that bring forth life! First is i got into a modelling agency then a pageant then now another one coming- Silosohotbods 2009! I have never imagined that i would get into the final. Indeed God is doing something great in my life and i believe more is to come. Recently, i was also nominated by my course to be the TP student model, let's hope that i will really get to be their model this year. Iam currently waiting for Carries model to contact me. If everything goes well, i think i will get a reply by the end of this month.

Academic-wise, i have been doing very well too. So far i got almost full marks for test and i believe i am going to do well for my mid-term test as well!

Spiritually-wise, i believe the Songs and Solomon sermon have really lifted me up to another level with God. Recently i just got 2 people saved@! Praise the Lord and i believe more will be coming soon!

After all i am still a sinner, that is why i need the grace of God to abound greatly in my life. That it is His mercy and grace that i am able to held my head high to face my past failures and imperfection in life. His cross prevails and cancel the penalty of sin. He is resurrected to cancel the power of sin.Thank God for all the wonderful things in my life. Be it good or bad, my God is good and will always will be. Till then i shall blog more! Before i go take a look at some of the photos i have yea!

My beloved W350 AND FRENS!

mY HAIR-CUT bubby Jacob!

The cute vietnamese consiracy and me!

Fahmi- the guy who brought me into the gateway of modelling

Beloved Bravo BTY 21 SA

Jia jia- one of my best army mates

Ogalinola- My good filippino sister in CHrist!

Elvin and Edison- My awesome China Brothers!

Lingz- my good sis in Christ and HAna- my 'long lost' malay sister haha

LAST BUT NT LEAST......

mE!~!!! and my hot bod! haha

Sorry there are so many people in my life that i want to feature. For the next few entries, i shall feauture all those people who have come across my life. Til then cya!

We are the Ambassadors of Sentosa!!

2009-04-15T04:54:00.000-07:00

It is a interesting enough concept to have a hotel school situated at a resort island, moreover to be studying there. The past 1 weeks plus during the orientation were eventful and happening. Thank God that i have found favor with my new classmates and friends over there. I really believed God have placed me here for a purpose. Everyone of us has a purpose and it is only whether you are daring enough to realise it and seeing your purpose being executed.

During the first two days of orientation, i have become good buddies with two china brothers. I also got myself a burmese Korean teacher! Wow praise the lord! I am sure i will enjoy the rest of the two years. Indefinitely, not everything will be smooth throughout and that is how we grow to be a better person through hardship and tough times. I believe now is just the honeymoon period. When school starts, things will be very different. Whatever it is, i pray that I will shine for Him in my studies and impact many lives over there.

Today Ms Susila taught us of the star values of our school and how we can be a good host to those visiting Sentosa. We are not just a student but also the ambassadors for Sentosa. So guys let;s put on a smile and be ever ready to offer the extra miles for service!

A few glimpse of my new friends and new school life.....

First two days

3RD day of orientation onwards

Tired after a half day tour... still needa go visit museum!

The orientation is still going on and i am being appointed the class monitor. Oh a troublesome job but i will still do my very best to serve my classmates well.

Lord i pray use me in a greater way, than i can ever imagine of. That through me, many life will be impacted and transformed. Help me to be a better person and shine for you in my studies. The road ahead may be tough but i not afraid for i know You are with me always even to the end fo the age. In the name of Jesus Amen!

Till then will update ya more!

I do not know how to end the story....

2009-04-08T18:59:00.000-07:00

Haha this is crappy but i do not know what ending should i give it. I have thought of so many endings and all of them are ultra sad. When i have reckon which one would be the best, i will continue with the story. Meanwhile let me update you guys with my life once again(Oh boring ar?)

A summary of what happened so far:

1) ORD on 110209- Beginning of my civilian life

2) Joined the strikeforce ministry on mid March

3) Got my first runway assignment on 200309

4) Was notified that i was in the final for faceof2009.

5) Tioman trip on 29 to 310309

6) Enrol into Tourism Academy at Sentosa on 060409.

7) pri school classmate gathering at Holland V NYDC

So many thinga had happened since i ORD. A new phase of life have just began and i am starting to miss those days back int he Army. Now i am back as a student. I need to burry myself in piles and piles of books and assignments soon!

Along this life of mine, there are people who had made lasting impression in my heart and left. There are people who i have once been very close with, deviated away from me. There are new found buddies and new friendship being forged.There are friends whom we have lost contact with, being found back again. This is life, it is always in a constant change. After all, change is the only constant in life.

New friendship are being forged in the Strikeforce:

Lost and found

Pri school friends

New friends at new School

Frineds that have reconnected:)

And of course there are friendship that still are going strong!

Notice no guys ar... coz most of my bros don take pics! haha

Then is my tioman trip

As you can see from the pics, we realli had lots of fun at Tioman, from trekking to snorkeling to good foods and picturesque views, Tioman have it all in one! While we were snorkeling, i saw this cute sea turtle on my way back to the boat! It was busily munching on the corals and the fishes happily eating its shell away. Haha poor fella din realise that? Too bad i din bring a underwater cam with me....

As u can see so many things are happening in my life right now. I am coping with the many changes well and am looking forward to my new school life and to making more new friends to enlarge my social circle. No man is an island, and all the more we need people around us, to help us grow, to better appreciate the beauty of life.Adding to that point, we need a life partner too! When will i ever get one? Well soon ba.....

Till then will blog more!

Invisible Love Chapter 3: It was like....

2009-03-19T08:15:00.000-07:00

One day, something out of the blue happened. The florist girl actually walked out of the shop during working hours. She was carrying a basket filled something. I could not make out what was it at that time as the basket was being covered with a cloth.

She was walking towards the restauran, about to cross the street. As every steps inched in, my heart beat increased. I feel hot, like a boiling kettle. My face was as red as tomato, i am blushing. Is she going to come into the restaurant? My mind was racing. I was about to go crazy. It was the happy kind of madness. Woah this gorgeous whom i had been eying at for so long, is coming to meet me at last? I thought. It was liked in a fairy tale type of setting. I am the prince, and she is the princess. The princess have just noticed the young and handsome prince. HAHA i was day dreaming....

The happiness was short-lived. It only lasted for a 1 minute which had seemed like an eternity. Then...

Stay tuned for the last chapter: That day was liked.....

Invisible Love Chapter 2: She is like......

2009-03-17T09:29:00.000-07:00

Overlooking the road, just across this cafeteria, used to be a florist shop. I was still a university student working part time as a waiter then. I would stop by for awhile whenever i was serving this table. Because, at the florist shop, was a beautiful young lady. Everytime, i looked at her, my heart beat accelerate. There was this tinge of indescribable sensation flowing throughout my body. Then, i was uncertain if i was in love. I do not know the feeling of falling in love. She was first one who gave me this sensation- something that i had never once experienced before.

She is like a glaring star. She literally lights up the entire shop. She always have that demure smile on her face. She always look so carefree. Days, months went by. I was still continuing my 'peeping tom' act.I do not know if she ever realised it. Sometimes, i noticed she would look into my direction, but never met my eyes. Maybe it had been before, perhaps i did not notice. Still, she still appeared so radiant to me. I never had the courage to go up to her. I was afraid, doubtful, lost. I was fearful of the rejection and risk that would come with it.

I was just a coward. I do not have that courage in me to step out the first step, to make the first move. One year went by, and i was still looking from across the restaurant, hoping one day i will make the move. But it will never again.

What happened? Stay tuned for chapter 3: It was like....

Project Love 1

2009-03-16T00:36:00.000-07:00

I am getting a bit frustrated right now. I am super duper ultra bored to almost dying. To think at this mundane period, i still can think of writing love story. Haha God sure have His way of conveying message to us. Hmm so this is the beginning of my 3 series Project love. The first story begins with a conversation of a grand father and his grand daughter.
Invisible Love

Chapter 1: Love is like....

He remembered vividly still on that fateful day what took place. With a cup of coffee in his hand, he look out through the glass panel. Little Danielle is puzzled. She has a lot of questions in her mind. She wonders what is Grandpa thinking of. Being a 15 years old, she display a maturity of a 18 years old.

"Gramp, what is love to you?" Danielle asked.

Louis was startled by the sudden question by his grand daughter. He continued staring out of the glass panel, keeping silent. Now,Danielle is abit frustrated.

"Gramp, you are quiet the whole time. Something on your mind? Please tell me will you?" Danielle exasperated.

Louis return his glance on the coffee. "Love is just like this cup of coffee. You will never know how it taste like until you dare to try it.How sweet it is, how bitter it is, you will know only if you are willing to drink a sip. But in my life time, i have never dare to really go and taste love.I have never even dare to take up that cup of coffee......"

Now Danielle is even more puzzled by Louis' profound understanding of love.

"A cup of coffee to love.... Gramp you sure have a sense of humor.To me love is... i donno... i have never fall in love with any other guys." Her voice suddenly become softer, almost inaudible. She blushed.

"Silly girl! Your day will come. When the day comes, don let it slip by!" Louis grinned from ear to ear. Then he begins......

To be continued....

Till then, stay tuned for the next sequel : She is like...

Heartbreaker

2009-03-11T18:33:00.000-07:00

She thought she knows love
Actually she do not
She takes love for granted
She know no appreciation
Sometimes she wonders
Does she loves or lusts

The day comes The boy died
She realised his importance
She regrets but too late
Lovers apart hearts distance
His heart is dead
So many done and in vain

She think back if she is a devil
She knows no love
Now is too late
The boy will never be back
For his heart is shattered
She is a heart breaker

She yearns for him
He is so far away
The days go by
Counting till
Their love story gradually
fades away like
the petals of dying rose

To be continued........

Take A Bow -

JObless and broke

2009-03-10T22:05:00.000-07:00

Life have somehow been back to its normality after ORD. Now i am jobless and broke. Perhaps i would just extend ORD until April... well that means i will have to do stand-by with the rest. So either way it is not very pleseant. So life have been swim and gym, run and swim, gym and run. What else? Church, cell group, prayer meeting, meet up with friends, lazing at home, watching anime, cook for family. I am quite enjoying my life now. But on the contrary i could not enjoy much when i am in deep financial crisis. But i shall not worry, for my Father in heaven will provide but that does not mean i sit down at homw and wait for money to drop from heaven. No i ams till givng tution... so i hope it will get my by until April at least.

So when school starts, i will ahve less time for recreation. Given the school time table, it is like back to my college days, just that now i have more freedom and not bondaged to school uniforms. Anyway it is going to be fun to be studyin on an island resort. nOW I am counting down tot the orientation day which is like one month away! Wow new people, new environment and new culture! I am getting all psyched up. So i think i will just at home for the time being. Being in NS the past 1 YEAR 10 MONTHS had devoided me of many things that i wanted to do. So currently,i just want to swim and gym all i can and have a few gatherings with my friends. Put job aside and just enjoy this short break that i am having now.

On a serious note, the recession have been going from bad to worst and millions of people have been jobless since 2007 in American alone. I really thank God that papa still is securing his job of 20 over years. So now i am being ag good child, staying at home, helpin out with some house chores and cook whenever papa not around. i have also been practising my guitar even though i am still playing horribly, but one day i shall play it well.

My prayer of the day: God give us this day our daily bread, provide us with more than enough to fill our household with abundance in these days of darkness. While we are being blessed, let us also bless those who are in need. I pray that the world will get over with this financial crisis soon. In the name of i pray. Amen.

Unfaithful

2009-03-08T18:33:00.000-07:00

Rihanna - Unfaithful -

Wor i realli love Rihanna! She's so awesomely talented and has good voice too! Enjoy the video guyz and galz!

Transition

2009-02-27T16:39:00.000-08:00

I believe i have come to a point, where my life will be changing. Recently, i have been doing some soul-searching and realised that i had missed out many great opportunities in life. This time, when the opportunities i am not going to let them go past me and i will seize them! Life have not been very bright since ORD due to the economic crisis.I have told myself to stop relying on my parents and yes i did it to some extent. Somehow or another i stop asking for money.(So proud of myself) The results: a starving mao. But i am sure my Jehova Jireh will provide and He is opening many doorways for me.o amongst the midst of recession, God is still showing Himself faithful to us.

Firstly, I got my GST OFFSET package. Secondly,i am still able to get some income rolling in via giving tuition and doing odd jobs during the Valentine Day.

Besides the small blessing, i am finally enroll to Tourism Academy at Sentosa! Wow now i have to figure ways to cut down on transport cost.

Now on a more serious note. A friend told me yesterday. That to be successful in the hospitality industry, one need to be people-centred. In a nutshell, at time i have been rather self-centred than people-centred. Sometimes, i am not aware of my surroundings or rather i am apathetic and this is something I ought to change.

The the friend carried on by telling me 2 anecdotes. The first one, tell of how do young people give up so easily nowadays. The second one, tell of how coward youngsters can be when it comes to the matter of one self-pride and dignity. Thanks God i know where i stand and definitely not as bad as the above mentioned characters. After all, we are to be more and more like Christ in our daily life. I am really appreciative of this friend of mine for telling me all these or else i would still be living life my way and not His ways. So God do send people, non-christian, christian, atheist, young men, women, girls and boys, old men and women, mother, father, brothers, sisters, friends, strangers, to speak in our life.Listen to the criticism and you ought to but not all, evaluate and learn for those applicable.

So i am starting school real soon. The orientation package will start on 7 April to 17 April. Wow 10 days at Sentosa straight! Anyway, i will be spending half of my life there for the next 2 years AND ought to be accustomed to 'island life' over there. The school fees is astronomical to me. But i believe if It is from God, He will provide and papa is able. So i going to get a job and fend for myself.

Time to grow up boy!

Till then shall blog more~ before that let me dedicate this poem to a friend of mine:

Ribena

Rihanna ribena
Not the singer but the drink
Sound alike, but is world apart
She sings you drink it
So don mix them up.

Rihanna ribena
Not the skin but the colour
Seems alike but only literally
She's black it is red
So don mix them up

Rihanna ribena
Not the look but the taste
Sexy she is sweet it is
You ogle her and drink it
So don mix them up

Dance to the rhythm
Drink to your content
Umbrella in one hand
Cup in another
On a rainy day
umbrella shelter you
while u drink ribena

Rihanna ribena
When will i see her drinking ribena
Perhaps in my dream

Note: this is not meant to insult Rihana. And i am a fan of her too!. if she reads it, hope she will like it too. Go gal!

Gift

2009-02-22T08:46:00.000-08:00

A gift from heaven
Bequeathed to us
Where it came from
Heaven or hell
No one know

A bond from heaven
Knit two hearts together
Love seems so easy
Yet is complex
Hard or Easy
Lovers will know

A song from heaven
Melody that resonante
Lyrics that touch us
Rythm that beats within
Dance to the beat
Happy or sad
Only we know

A love from heaven
Pure yet lustful
Trueful heart and feeling
At a delieman
Where is the love from
Heaven or hell
Right or wrong
Only God knows

Eternity dwindle destiny unfold
What is ahead is a life-time blessing
or a blessing in disguise
An ardous journey
Full of hardship
Difficult it may be
we still strive on
Condemn or bless
Only heaven reveals

God's love is big
Bigger than the universe
His love encompasses our weaknesses
When we are weak He is strong
His love is faithful
despite our fear
His love is pure
and cleanse us anew
We were dirty then we are clean
On the cross
we are redeemed
We shall not be ashamed
Amen

Post- NS

2009-02-16T16:40:00.000-08:00

Without knowing,almost 2 years have past at the blink of an eye.My stay at P.Tekong seem like yesterday. After 1 year and 10 months of service to the nation, i am back to be a civilian. My NS experience was a pleasant ones. In between, little anecdotes of everyday story happened.It is through all the small details in life that have help to transform me. Indefinitely, God is the one that have changed me.(i believe to be a better person)Apart from all the sanguine and happy moments. Life during NS can be bleak and dark too. After all, you are being dragged into a mini society, to see the many sides of human nature. Sometimes, it forced you to change even though you resist. Change is the only constant in life. One need to be constantly changing to be better (if not worst) My experience in NS have mould me to be a better person. I can boldly, i am not the scaredy cat of last time. I can tell you, no i work faster. I can now i am more masculine than last time. I can say i am now stronger in my character.

I used to be looking forward to ORD, to the extent that i get edgy at times. Now i am officially declare a civilian, got back my pink IC,got back my freedom and i am relieve. But reality is always cruel. I think i am suffering from Post-NS syndrome. There will be period of time, where i felt lost and lack of a sense of direction in life. Things are very much different now. In NS, you no need to worry about money. You do not earn much, but at least it kept you surviving. Back then, you no need to worry about food, for the Army always provide more than enough for you. You led a more disciplined life, being conformed to the regimentation and routine of the camp life. You definitely keep yourself fit. Now it takes you more than discipline to keep up with your fitness. Now you have to go about looking for job, extra source of income.but But i know of all those above stated, i need not worry for my Father in heaven is an awesome provider. I might not be earning much, but int time to come He will bless me. I might not be as fit as last time, but in time to come, i will be better than last time. After all your life should from glory to glory with God.

I am sort of missing the time back in Army. I am missing the 'sai kai' we used to be doing together. I am missing the days we had had washed the gun for 6 days straight. I miss those days where we would stay vigilant to catch MSK during OPS VL.I miss the numerous battery cohesion. I miss my men.I miss the camp, the bunk, every part of it. I miss the time i ran for the division and unit. I miss IPPT. I miss people calling me 'sergeant'. I miss the days in NZ. All these good and bad times in the Army have challenged me to change.

Now i am entering into another phase of life.Things are becoming so differnt now. I need to get a job to feed myself and not relying too much on my parents.Now with the given freedom, it comes with great responsibility for me to lead a righteous life, at least tomove on further from when i ORD. I am no longer a soldier, but i am a civilian. Every challenge in life, i shall face it like david killed Goliath with a stone. Nothing is too big for My God to handle. Thank God i am a free man now!

Till then shall blog more.

Memoirs of Kiwi Land

2009-01-29T18:54:00.000-08:00

You name it she has it all- peace and tranquility, natural wonders, cleand and green, cows(more than the population of singapore), overflowing of milk and honey and not forget KIWI! Well this applies only to the beautiful countryside.

On the contrary, the urban areas differ very much from the countryside. The urban junkies are moslty a hella nightmare as compared to the angelic country folks. First time in my life, i got verbally abused for my skin colour while walking nonchanlantly on the street! Auckland is beautiful with clean and almost litter-free streets. The night life is vibrant and colourful. Exceot that the locals are horrible. The night street of Auckland is eceptionally dangerous for an Asian to be travelling alone. So it would be better for you to travel in a group of at least 4 or more.

On my last day at Auckland, we went around the city aimlessly, not knowing what to expect but only to discover the ugly reality of this world- racism is still an imminent problem in this world and especially prevalent in our dear kiwi land.Wel i shall leave this issue at it is now. Thank God everything was alright.

This NZ trip is indefinitely an eye-opening experience to me. For the past 2 weeks, we had been fed with beef and more beef. Every morning,noon or night, you will hear " Beef or lamb/chicken/fish." from the amiable server at the counter. Not being alamb eater, i had had beef for most of the time, as poultry is rare. The fish and chips served are great! Every meals will be accompanied with an endless supply of milk and toasts.Kiwi land is truely a haven for milk lovers- i never drank so much milk in my whole life!

Honey there is cheap.I bought back a dozen as gifts for family anf relatives. I bought many shirts and key chains too and i spent NZ 420 dollars in totAL!

Pardon me for i cannot blog about any things reagarding the exercise. But i can always share wiht you the photos and the picturesque view of New Zealand, which are certainly an awesome sight to behold! Overall, EX Thunder Warriors 2009 was a huge success! Tehre were zero accidents and everyone came back fully and have a whole new experinces added into their life. Thank God that i ams till alive@! Now i think we have become better friends, working partners and a battalion that people wil remember.

Now i am missing the cooling weather, the endless supply of milk, the scenic countryside, the friendly country folks, the peace and tranquility back at waioru..... and of coz i miss kiwi!

Till then shall blog more!

MOments and thoughts before TW 09

2009-01-06T17:01:00.000-08:00

Now my room is in such a big mess. I wanted so much to clear up the mess, throw away unwanted stuffs but i do not have the heart to do it. It is in a total mess, feeling to disgraced to show your pictures of my room in its horrendous. I feel like i living in a pig sty and so it is time to do something about it lest i get sick. So i make up my mind, before i leave for New Zealand, i should give my room a one time good one spring cleaning!

So i should Begin with.....

1. choosing the extra and useless things to throw or give away.

2. putting things back to their original place

3. clearing up the piles of bags and clothes

4. rearrange the beds and cupboards in my room

I believe this will male my room a more conducive and comfortable place for resting and definitely solve the problems of mossies (the most hated creatures on Earth) breeding in my room.

It's exactly 30 hrs and 48 mins before i depart for New Zealand tomorrow. I am feeling so excited over this trip. Wow i cant wait to take pics of kiwi, cows, horses, sheep and the picturesque scenery view of the landscape there. I wonder how it would be liked to be there. I am sure the air there is fresher than here a 100 times. But i am also figuring out how can i survive the air con temperature of the climate there. So many
ne part of me is so excited to go there, another part of me don
t want to go.... oh might as well tear me apart man! Whatever it is, i pray i will be back in one piece and join my family for reunion dinner.

Dear God, i pray that everything will go on smoothly fromt te time we departed from Singapore all the way to the exercise end. May your protections and blessings be upon every single one of us during the trip. Let there not be any mishaps happen. But i pray every single one of us will come back alive and in one full piece to join our family for reunion dinner. In Jesus' name i pray Amen!

Still then, i will upload lots of pictures of cows, horses, kiwi and the beautiful scenery of New Zealand~!

December Summary

2008-12-29T18:11:00.000-08:00

So it is another eventful month for me(November is the most horrible month of the year!) God has shown himself faithful all this while. Today i shall share with you what had happened in this last few days of the year and also my reflection for this year.

21 Dec: Mum got saved!

My lovely beautiful mum and me at JW auditorium

24 Dec: Family gathering at aunt house. Met up with my long lost cousins whom we had not meet for ages and we had an awesome dinner! Gift exchange made me feel as if i am a kid all a sudden.

My aunt's speciality beef stew

Honey-baked turkey stuffed with ham, herds,egg and sausages

Minced meat cuttle fish roll (My favourite!)

Mayonnaise egg salad salmon roll

Santa is giving presents away!

25 Dec: Christmas service. Wonderful message and great fellowship

Jeslyn and mao

Brothers in Christ Gary is a happier person now

Mao Shaun and Samuel
Shaun looks different outside camp!

28 Dec: Fellowship with god-brother and great party world mania with happy clique at Chinatown.

Wanz and mao

Caught singing in the act!
Mao treecloudian and Don

After braces and with braces on

treecloudian and Don

We cam whore again at the train

Irwin din sleep for ages

Happy K-session

Mao and treecloudian again

Somehow we look abit alike

29 Dec: CG thanksgiving. Great steamboat wow so full! (Pics to be uploaded soon)

Year 2008. An eventful year of my life. I had become more spiritual and more matured. Still, there is always room for improvement. After all, change is the only constant in life. We need to be constantly changing for the better in order to get ahead of others in all aspects of our life. If i would say what are the changes in me, i would say God had make me a more outspoken person, my will had become stronger and i had more confidence in myself. Relationship-wise, more quality time are spent with family, more real friendships are fostered along the way. Indefinitely, new friends are also found. All the people that have walked in my life, be it acquaintances, hi-bye friends, good friends, strangers all are a part of the chapters of my life. Coming to the end of this year, i really am glad that i am still here on this Earth, because people around me make things happen in my life. After all, no man is an island. We need friends that will make things happen for us, to support us, to edify us, to bring us to the next level. I am glad i make the right choice of friends.

I thank God for His faithfulness, His strength and anointing upon me, the favor of men upon me, for everything good things in my life. There were times, i felt lost but He always led me through. Though i may walk through the valley of death, i shall not be afraid because God is with me and i am sure. 2007, I faced the greatest set back in my life, i was lost for awhile, dead in my spirit but thank God 2008, i found back the path that is set for me. There are many things that i had done that are sinful and not pleasing in His sight,things i had hoped that i had never done, but His grace is always sufficient to forgive a sinner like me.

I believe after ORD, life will have a 180 degrees change for me. Perhaps better or worst but i am sure it will never be the same. Whatever it may be, i will walk with Him till i am call back to be with Him. Perhaps the days ahead will be hard, perhaps i will lost the direction again but i know He will always pick me back up again.

Pepople i want to thank:

Mum and dad for bringing me to this world.

Sis and bro for being part of my family.

My bros and sis in W350 AND N405 for being part of my life.

My other bros and sis in Christ for having walked this life of mine with me, supporting me wiht prayers.

My army friends, for making my life in NS and enjoyable ones

Friends who have known me for being part of my life.

Resolutions for 2009:

1. Walk stronger in my faith with God(get water baptised in January)

2. Be more spiritual (get rid of bad habits)

3. Stop relying too much on my parents

4. Family salvation

5. SOT

6. Rise up and be a cell group leader

7. Do exceptionally well for my studies

8.Engage the marketplace for His glory

9. Earn my first $3000

A Blessed Christmas

2008-12-26T20:11:00.000-08:00

Christmas is the day when our Svior Jesus Christ was born into this world. God gave mankind His most precious-His only Son Jesus to this world we are living, so that through Him the world will be saved by the blood He shed. During this festive season, gifts are exchanged amongst friends and relatives. Beautiful neon lights can be seen all over the streets. The lights on the street light up the whole place. Pastor was sharing on the light of Christ that will light up the 4 areas of darkness in our life.

1. The dark days of disappointment

2. The dark days of doubts

3. The dark days of distress

4. The darks days of depression.

Friends, no mattter what situations you may be in, no matter how bad the situation can be, remember there is no darkness that the light of God cannot disperse. Jesus has come to give us life and life more abundantly. His light will illuminate the dark and grey areas of our life. This Christmas, let Jesus be our light and let us not live this life of ours being bondaged by our pasts, the darkness of our life.

Blessings this christmas

This Christmas has been awesome. I have received so many blessings.

1. Checkered Zara hooded jacket

2. Pinky checkered scarf

3. Adidas tolietries set

4. CK brief(lol)

5. Little green dustbin

6. CG Photo

7. Well-wishes cards

8. many many more!

Till then shall blog more!

Twilight

2008-12-23T17:58:00.000-08:00

Twilight is romantically beautiful and awesome. Forbidden vamipre-mortal loveship, powerful blood-thristy vampire, vegetarian vampires, eccentric melody and background music with a tinge of romance and classical feel, governed the show. Dashing and handsome vampire with gorgeous gusty damsel are a pleasing match to the eyes.

The plot is simple and yet catchy. The actors are too overtly professional but am still able to act out the essence of the romance tale. The lightings and style of filming liken that to "Romeo and Juliet". The dialouge is somehow shakepearish in nature. This show is great for couples who want something that is sweet with a little bit of action. The show is above average overall. Everything seems just nice. The last part keeps you in suspense and make you yearning and anticipate the next sequel.

Watch the show withour pop corns and coke and just plain water. You will hear that uneccesary noise is not there and the water will remeind uyou of the plain and yet sweet relationship between Edward amd Bella.The music is great so do not taint it with your cracky noise from all the pop-corn comsumption!

A Frutiful Sunday

2008-12-21T08:01:00.000-08:00

The seed of faith have already been sow and the harvest has come. Today i was so excited when i walked down the aisle with mum. I was tearing. The years of prayers and works paid off at long last. Mum got save and i really prayed it is a genuine conversion of the heart.

Chinese service is having a great revival. The atmosphere at the auditorium was filled with faith of all the believers. Revival has come and i prayed revival will come to my household too.

Went to JP with Jieyi and Jac today. JP has changed so much! The three of us were like looking for Christmas's presents. In the end i bought mum and dad a massage pillow and really hope that it will do them good. I spent alot on the present and now i am broke.... wondering how ma i going to survive for the next 3 weeks till pay day come...

We passed by the Girodano shop and were 'scavenging' for clothes. We were no different from any typical singaporeans. We were burrowing through the heap of shirts which cost $10 each. We literally threw off whatever that were not pleasing to our eyes. Oh i really pitied the sale gal and boys who are going to clear up the mess we have created. In the end we left the shop without buying a single thing!

We had dinner at the noodle store. I was upset with the portion and the service there. The bak chou mee is overtly priced($4.30!)The portion was little and the toppings were miserable. I was expecting the real thing to be like what i saw in the display pictures. In the end i gt a big bowl with a miserable small portion of noodle, few slices of mushrooms and meat.... i am still hungry! I am not going eat there ever!

After dinner, we went to stroll around at the Fairprice X-tra. it is just like another Giant, full of cheap stuffs but of higher class. There we met little cute Dora and took pics with him/her. I asked Dora whether is she/her a girl or boy then he/she gave me a very cute reply by pointing at Jac and me and in between us. There was also this security guard beside he/she protecting it. Jas was mischievous and decided to pull a prank on Dora and was sort of gt told off by him. We went to action city and mini toons to continue our search for presents.IN the end the two ladies managed to find some good bargain there and bought in a load o stuffs there.

After that we had bubble tea and were cam-whoring all the way...

trying to act ugly
act cheerful
cheerful look 2
Bubble tea advertisement?
The two girls

'Drug' addicts
Getting high on 'drugs'

Act cute 4.5.6 pose
Act cute 1.2.3 pose
Bubble tea commercial for sweet talk

After the cam-whoring session, we went our separate ways. With mum's salvation and having bought lot of stuffs, today are indeed a fruitful sunday!

Till then will blog more!

Summary for the past few weeks

2008-12-19T09:16:00.000-08:00

Hmm haven been bloggin for like one week.... decide to be informal so pls get used to my msn language.

Hmm so on 12 Dec Fri

I went union dinner with my parents. Had a sumptuous meal and enjoyed watchin Kumar telling racist jokes and his drag show.

After dinner, took a stroll at Orchard road. Saw ppl wearing a very cute mini santa hat hair clip and decided to buy some since it is also for a charitable cause.

Camwhore with my little rascal cousins and they are relli cute in the pics.

Following on 14 Dec Sun

Brought mum to CG BBQ Christmas party. Pray mum will receive salvation. Took a few pics with frens. Played guitar and sang with Ivan. Was touched by the video show for My Hope Singapore and Jes's testimony. After tat, dragged my feet back to camp......

Then on 17 Dec Thurs

Went Aunt Song Hua's CG XMAS PARTY with mum. Again prayed God will open mum;s heart for salvation. The CG is super evangelsitic. Half of the ppl who turned out were new frens. Thew food prepared was delicious and cant help but eat more. Guilty of havin eaten 10 prawns, 12 slices of ham, 2 plates of been hoon, 5 bread. Mum was abit touched by the video (this time in mandrain) The cg was so amiable and played good host. Happy that mum made a few frens there. Sun gonna bring mum to church and this time she shall be saved in the name of Jesus!

After tat went played guitar with Jethro bro. Still learning how to strum the guitar correctly....

19 Dec Fri

Went to gym. Aftert tat went home and prepared for unit xmas celebration at GWC. Watched "The Day the Earth stood still". Was boring at the beginning almsot fall asleep. Towards the end realsied it is actulli quite meaningful. After tat went to Farenheit concert at SIS wif sis. Overall the concert was gd.

Now sleepy le.... needa sleep till then shall blog more!

A wrong move

2008-12-12T09:56:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i really wondered if to would be better if i were to take the poly route instead of going to JC. I was devastated when i saw my A'level results last year. My 2 years of work had somehow gone into the drain. Not that i did not work hard enough. Or maybe not as hard and as smart as how others did. I really though at times, i had made one of the worst choice in life to go into JC. Perhaps i took the wrong subject combinations. Perhaps i went into the wrong class or enter the wrong stream. i always think that i should have gone to arts instead of science. There are so many "Perhaps"s, so many "maybe"s and "i think"s. All these have somehow filled up a fraction of my brain space. It will be better off done without them. Every of these word creates scars in my heart. but i thank God that it is because of His word that i am still going strong.

"Remember Lot's wife." Indeed many times in life, we are like Lot's wife, looking back at our past. We make our past the present and living our life like things have not changed. Our oblivious mindset refused to move on. We dwell on in the history and never step into the promises God is giving us. Many times my regrets have gotten the better out of me. But i know no matter what situations your life may be in. We need to be moving on at all times with God. We need to be embracing the future and learn from our past at the same time.

God word have brought me out of that transient darkness. Now i am free in the name of Jesus! it may be a wrong move but God have never wasted any moment in our life. In Psalm we know we are to plan our ways and God will determine the steps. It is at some point in time we happened to step at he wrong staris or path despite being in the plan that God have for us. Failure is simply God's way of telling us "Son, you have gone the wrong way, go this way!" Hence it is necessary to make a detour in life sometimes. If you persisted to go your own ways, you might end up being more loss than you were. Detour is not a longer way but simply a way to search for new opportunities to cliched your ultimate goal in life.

So what is the "this way" God have called me into? It is not the heavenly time to reveal it now and i am sure God have a great path for me. The future ahead may be full of thorns and may not be a bed of roses. But i am sure that my God will see me through the darkness in the valley. I am making a detour. I am definitely going to detour with God and not stubbornly stick back to the old ways, continuing the same old road and seek self destruction.

Friends, if you happened to be reading this entry. I would like to encourage everyone who had or is facing the same situation as me or whatever bad situation it may be, to put behind your past failure and embrace the promising future that God have for you. No situation in life is too big or bad for our God to handle!

Be a Good Finisher

2008-12-07T17:16:00.000-08:00

Alas, i had manged to finished the arduous race with much efforts, sore from my legs, tummy cramp yesterday. When i crossed the finishing line, i was over the moon. Thank God i had made it once again with a timing of 5hr 15 mins despite not training or preparing for it. Even though the result this year was not as fantastic as that of last year's(4 sub timing) i am still glad that i completed it and was a good finisher!

Now my legs are still abit sore. Credited to glucosamine tablets, it help relieved the pain and i should be able to kick some butts tomorrow! Along the race, i also made a few friends. (Hi wei zheng! i thank God that i get to know you as a friend now. Hope to see you real soon!) Even before the race, i was met with 3 good Samaritans who offered me a ride to the meeting place! (If by any chance Evonne and Samuel get to read my blog and really thank you for the kind accommodation your had given me!)

Completing a full marathon might sound really nice. But actually it is more of a 3/4 marathon with walk and hobbling for 10km. But eventually i still finished the race with a dash across at my maximum speed yesterday. Wow the feeling was indescribable!

After the event, i met up with Zhi Yan and Kim Heng to eat at Carl's Junior. I t was a filling treat and rather satisfying. We actually took like half an hour to reach there! So you can imagine how bad the legs were yesterday. Thanks God it is alright now. We also took a few picture:

Where is the love?

2008-12-05T16:43:00.000-08:00

Today i decided not to bore u people with my mundane life.

Life itself is a probability out of an infinity. The moment our parents decided to bring us to this world through their love-making, they do not anticipate how we going to be liked when we come out. This itself is the science of probability and combination at work. The gametes have numerous plausible ways to pair up and give rise to different genetic make-up that eventually churn out life forms such as us. Any slight distortion to the genome will be disastrous. So sometimes i really wonder why would God allow people with disability to be born into this world. Won't it be better that God will just let them go to heaven while they are still in their mother's womb. Why let them experienced the cruelty of this world? Why let them suffer silent cries that no one other than themselves would know? Why would God allow such misfortunes to take place if He is really good to us?

My years of pondering have left me understand that God have everything planned for and every creation he makes has a purpose in themselves. A ant no matter how minute they are show the diligence in God through their ceaseless effort to bring forth the harvest to the ant colony. The bacteria no matter how microscopic they can be, is either lethal to us or beneficial to out health. A plant that do not have the ability of locomotion, bring forth fresh oxygen into our ecosystem. Through all these wondrous observation, i come to conclude that indeed God have intended for a purpose in any living creation in this world.

I thank God thank God that we are made in His image. It is this biblical truth, that we know we do not behave like wild animals do. Through this revelation, we know we are different from other beasts of the field. Human(Homosapien sapien) possess the most complex intellect amongst all creatures. We are civilised. We appreciate arts and music. We work with technology we have invented. We feel . We think. We consume. We also know of the most rudimentary purpose of our life that is reproduction. All these seems ordinary. But it is this very normality that deviates us away from wild animals. No matter how random our existence can be in this life time. It all happened because have intended for it to take place.

So God gives Adam a purpose when he was created. Adam is to work int he Garden of Eden and attend to the plants and tame the animals there. He has dominion over all the creatures of the earth and he have to use his creativity to name the numerous animal under his charge. He do not sloth. In fact, he work real hard. Through his diligence, he gained respects from all the animals. But somehow, things seem missed in his life. God realised it and make him a companion using a rib from his body. Out came Eve. She is to be the helper of Adam and assist him in his work. One day the most wicked serpent(Satan) tricked Eve into letting Adam and herself eat of the apple of the Knowledge of good and evil. After eating, both of them realised they are naked and hid from the glory of God. Because of this the human race fall short of the glory of God and sin.

This story depicts a short history of why the Human race sins against God. Is it because of one man's sin, that we all have to shoulder the blame?

God did not intend to curse us. But He so love us that he sent His Son Jesus to die for us. It is because of the blood of Jesus, that we are make pure and blameless before Father God. It is also not in His will to allow misfortunes to take place in this world. The plight which u have seen people suffered is not because of God's anger. But it is because that through them, that we may see the Love of God being manifested. The love of God knows no boundaries. It all requires a little personal touch from every individual to make this world a better place. Life in itself is not a misery. It all depends on the people living that life of his or hers. Sometimes, we are so self centered because of our fallen human nature, that we tend to forget to bring love to the needy out there. That we tend to forget to even tell people around us a genuine "I LOVE YOU". We did but it can be out of for the sake of saying it.

The black eyed pea song" Where is the love?" is so meaningful. A song that has a message behind it and yet not preachy. So many times, i have been questioning "where is the love?" But God's love does not keeps me pondering for it is the answer. Next time, if you sense the lawlessness and callousness of this world, this society, this community you are living in. You just got to know that the love of God is everywhere and most importantly, it is also within us-in our heart.

Vision that will come to past

2008-11-29T07:38:00.000-08:00

As always, My God have been good to me.Today's service was short but powerful. The presence of God is so tangible and i really felt the Holy Spirit tugging at my heart. God gave me a vision of me serving in the airline and also hotel. It is a very vivid image that was imprinted in my mind. I believe this is what God is calling me into. So i pray that whatever difficulty there may be along the way, i will walk with Jesus to see the vision coming to a past. Like what Paul said, we are being press, squeeze and put through the fiery furnace. but all these do not break us, but it make us stronger. Just like a clay, when passed through fire it becomes hard and strong. Likewise, when God put us through trials and tribulations and break us in any way we cannot imagine, we will emerge stronger than we were.

All a sudden, i sense faith arise within me. I know the time is now. I know my family and friends will have an encounter with God. So God cause me to seize the opportunity now and never ever let go till i see the harvest coming in. Use me in a greater way i pray. Mould me in Your ways and make me a better person so that people around me will feel the change in me which happened because of a Living God.

Christmas is coming and i have the faith that whatever visions that God have given me will come to past. Soon i will see the idol in my family change to a cross! Soon, i will see bible in the living room. Soon, i will see cell group meeting happening every week at my house. Till then shall blog more!

We Love to Eat!

2008-11-25T19:34:00.000-08:00

On Monday, we went to the Xin Wang Cafe at northpoint for dinner. The food there seems little in portion but actually it is enough to fill your stomach.3 persons for a price of less than $38 seem alright.

YING YANG ICE TEA $2.50

HONG KONG MEE SUA W EGG AND FISH($7.80)

FISH SLICE HOR FUN($9.90)

This is the first time after three days of sft diet, i had a hearty meal. Wow yummy!

Yesterday , we thought we would shop for some clothe and in the end we did not buy a single one! So what do two army guys do when they are out? Eat! So we had a sumptous dinner at Crystal Jade. We spent 26 dollars for two bowl of ramen and 5 soup dumplings. Wow yummy! I wanna go there to eat again! Next time i will bring mum there.

This guy(Jia Qi) is trying to act shy(actually a cam whore)

SOUP DUMPLIND RAMEN $7.50

SPICY BEEF STEW RAMEN $7.50

SOUP DUMPLINGS $4.50(5 pcs)

took this at bugis station cool ar?

Nice shirt from ZARA ($39.90) wanted to

save money so did not buy

Till then shall blog more!

Friday to Sunday

2008-11-24T16:02:00.000-08:00

The past few days were fulfilling. Benny Hinn's service was power-packed with many signs and wonders happened. Through him, we know of the third dimension of anointing.Dr AR Bernard is such an anointed preacher. Thank him for the revelation of changing a person and transform a place. Wouldn't life be wonderful, if Christians will be bothered enough to reach out to anyone regardless of who they are, how they look, or what pasts they had. If we were all to look at everyone through God's eyes, we will see them as soul that really need Christ. A prayer i pray that we will not have any prejudices or judgemental attitudes towards anyone, just like the religious Pharisee.

Part of my beloved cg

HAHA ya most of them are gals. But soon there will be more guys in the name of JESUS!

So poor thing, eating cup noodles on the floor...

On friday, i had two of my wisdom tooth plucked out. The surgery was an interesting one. The surgeon was experienced and skillful in what she does. Less than 15 minutes, she had my two impacted wisdom teeth removed. Wow i did not feel pain at all!(Haha wait till the anaesthetic effect wear off) So, i went home with a swollen right cheek and a bloody mouth. I lost so much blood and thought i would faint any moment. And truly enough i hyperventilated and almost fainted. Mum was so worried. But thank God for kind Samaritans who assisted me and gave me a seat on the train and fanning me all the way. The aftermath was horrible. I could not sleep for the pain was intensified and i was bleeding non-stop. I prayed and laid hand over my cheek and truly, God miraculously sped up the recovery process. Within less than 6 hours my wound stopped bleeding and i was well after that. Hee take a look at my extracted wisdom teeth:

Mum and me with a swollen 'pig' face lol

I made up my mind, that i would pursue a career in the airline or hotel-related field. I had always be dreaming of working in an hotel or flying around serving as an air steward. If i said that it is not for the glamour, that would be a lie. Yes i like the glamour and riches that come along with such prestigious job. But after knowing Christ, i know my dream is His dream for me, my vision is what He gives me, my vocation is what He called me into. So as far as possible, i will engage the industry, the culture or whatever you call it. 'Kristos Kai Kosmo'-Christ in culture'. Al tough i am not ready yet, but i believe three years would be a long enough time of preparation for me to become more spiritually matured and mentally and physically prepared for the the challenges ahead in the field. And ya that answers one of the queries in my life- to study Hotel and Tourism management.

Now, there are so many decisions that i need to make in life. Decisions that either break me or rise me up higher. God's guidance is so important to me now. Till then, I shall blog more.

10 Things In My Mind

2008-11-20T15:34:00.000-08:00

It's early in the morning and i am really thinking of what should i be going for the next phase of life and at least achieve certain things in life now that i am still young.

1. How can i be a better person for my loved ones

2. What can I do to make my life better than it is now

3. What can I do to stop asking my parents for money (I seldom but still am occasionally)

4. What course should i take up (Psychology/Tourism and Hotel Management)

5.What is the God-given destiny for me in life

6. What can i do to be a better Earthling

7. How can i get the desired body i want

8. What can i do to help grow the cell group not just in the quantity but also spiritually

9. How can i tell my friends their flaws

10. How can i confess to the girl that i like

Note: not in order of importance.

Till then be blogging more~!

Finally...

2008-11-20T04:18:00.000-08:00

Finally, we managed to send our big baby for shipment to New Zealand. Guess that ends our 2 weeks of horror or perhaps not...

just goy back from camp and am so relieved that i am out of it. Don't know why, i getting impatient. I am looking forward to ORD reall realy soon! But now it is so near yet so far. Nah... i seriously hate this feeling. It's squeezing me breathless at times. However the irony is, i am getting used to my way of life in the army now. Well, i think i will need time to adapt to civillian life real soon. Haha one more BN EX to go. I pray everything will go smoothly.

Why today's entry is entitled 'Finally...' because i finally am home! Hahah kk i am being lame. But i really missed home and i missed my family lar. lol

Going to pluck out my wisdom teeth tomorrow. I pray i will still be able to make it to Jon's party after that. Oh God i pray for speedy recovery after the surgery and that everything will go smoothly. Before that i am going to sign up for my drumming lesson. Hope it is not too late

I am so excited at what God is going to do in my life. I can feel that financial blessings are coming real soon. Till then, i hope to blog more about the goodness of God in my life.

Rewards after a HARD work

2008-11-16T06:56:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 7 plus in the morning to go back camp. I was there to do 'SPA' for our baby. Oh horrendous experience shan't talk of it. After that went to town with Wei ming and Wei Leong. On the train we took pics of us wearing wei leong's black nerdy specs

Then we decided to have lunch at the Thai Express located at City Link. Had fried beef kway tao for lunch. It was delicious but the portion was little for the price of $10.90. Leong was joking about the Thai are poor so needa increase price (OH NO LINK MANHZ!) After lunch, we were sleepy and had a power nap there.

So we were idling around at Marina Centre, trying to shop for Jon's present but in the end it was futile. We went chill out at Star buck and had a great time reminiscing about our old trainee days. I remembered how much i disliked Leong back in ASC time. The irony is now i am sitting beside him talking about our life! Jia jia joined us a while after that.

We had our dinner at New York New York. I ate a sandwich as our rather full.

After our dinner, we got a free treat of candy floss from the cafe. The candy floss were humongous!

We had had a fun and hard time finishing the candy floss. In the end, we ended up putting the remaining candy floss in the water and let it dissolve. Wow what a sugary treat~!

After dinner, it's time to go home.

OOPS we left out Leong!

Cool reflection ar!

Till then shall blog more!

The Most Hated Part of a Part of My life

2008-11-15T09:20:00.000-08:00

I shan't talk about what i did the past few days as it will just upset me. if you want to know i can only smmarise in a few words- washing and more washing of guns...... it is like never ending.... the thought of going back camp tomorrow to do 'SPA' for my baby gun really make me feel like ORD ASAP! So i can say this is now really the most horrible part of my NS life!

Cant imagine i had burnt 3 weekends!
Weekends are precious. A time i can spend with my friends and at the house of God. A time i can go home and spend time wiht my family members.
After being "MIA" from church for 3 weeks. So much have changed.
Almost suffocated. It takes me time but i am adapting well to the new cg consisting of many gals and 3 guys(myself included) and other few irregular brothers.
I miss my brothers and sisters back in the old cg....... Now everyone in the cg is so young... seems like back to square one (just like during Meiyi's time.)
Well like what Jie Yi said it is all about a renewing of mind and changing the way you think.
Yes i confess the cg will grow despite the circumstances now. More brothers will be added in and the cg will multiply!

Met up with my 'gang' today at airport T3 Mac. I was so elated to be seeing them after a long time but was at a lost of what to say so i was quiet for awhile.
Ben never fail to bring us laughters. So i pray that his apiration to be a Tekong Sgt when he go NS will come to past.I pray that Theodore will make it to OCS. I pray that Joshua will be posted to the unit he wanted to go. I pray for Jess and Bandung will shine for the Lord in their A'level. I pray Meiyi, Fabian and Shu Yun will do exceptionally well in the uni. I pray that Jacky will do well in his job. I pray that Ivan will get excellent results for his retaken module. I pray tha Ben wil always come out wiht more funny jokes to fill us with laughters. I pray Lahka will be planted firmly and flourish in the House Of God.I pray Evet will do well for her O level this year. So these are my pratyers for the other half of my CG. As for my new cg, i pray that God will bring us closer and everyone will share the same vision of growing the CG as Jie Yi (Jia you Jie Yi! )

Lookinfg forward to Asian Conference and what Pastor Kong will be preaching! It is a time of prayer and fasting to expect a new moves of God, a new rhema from heaven to bring my life into a whole new level. My spirit is boiling, is exasperating, is excited, is yearning for more of what God can do in my life.

Till then, will blog more!

Boredom in the Early Morning

2008-11-09T16:42:00.000-08:00

Wonder why am i here early in the morning
Yes i am bored REALLY AM
Yes i an finding ways to kill my boredom
Yes i am trying to entertain myself

Monday Blues whatever you call it
I wanna do something this morning
But guess i should stay at home
But guess i should just laze around

What can i do?
Look at the celling
Look at the wall
Look at the sun

The boredom is killing me
It is suffocating me
It is making me sick
It is torturing me

Oh monday morning
Just go away fast
Just fly off
Just dont bore me to death!

Horrible Weekends

2008-11-09T06:38:00.000-08:00

My normal weekend routine have somehow been disrupted because of my commitments in camp. I shall not talk about that. 2 weekends burnt and yesterday i have diarrhoea until now. I look so dishevelled now. I literally passed out whatever i had eaten. Yesterday COS was one of the worst i ever had. Not that it is tough. In fact, we had cleared arms very early. The rest of the day, i were rotting in office, watching tv, playing guitar. While i was in the midst of rotting, 'it' started. And, i cannot stop visiting the toilet. In the end, i went to toilet more than 10 over times! To make matter worst, i cannot even slept in peace. The moment i wanted to sleep, i would want to go toilet. So the day passed with me making numerous visit to same cubicle. Thank you Fabian for keeping me entertained and taking care of me.

Today, just as i thought i have become better, i had made another few visits to the toilet. I felt so horrible. Whatever i ate, just passed out. In the end, Encik sponsored for my medical fees and asked Arden to send me to see doctor. Thank God for good friends who will show you care and concerns when you need them. I took my medication, i went back to sleep straight. Now, wei wei have to replace me for BN EX. Oh perhaps, this is a blessing in disguise. But somehow, i kind of want to go outfield. Yes, i am contradicting. Well what can i say? God is humorous in His own ways.

Now i feel abit emo. So i decided to write a song. Please do not laugh if it seems like gibberish...

One In a Million

A random feelings i have
Deep within me
I can't help
But to feel
The sadness within

I thought to myself
Will she ever know?
Will she ever realised?
All but none
It is nothing

But what can i do
to hide my feelings
But what can i do
to be feeling better

For you are the one
deep within me
my soul, heart and mind

But what can i say
to let you know
But what can i sing
to deliver my cries

For she is the one
deeper than the sea
for i will never know

For she is the one
clearer than river
for i will realise

So come to me baby(so come and fill my heart)
So come to me baby(so never break my heart)
So come to me baby( so you are all i need)
That the world may know
You are my one in a million

Well hope you will like it. Kinda random i know, just some random lyrics that have just happened to float in my mind.

BUSY BUSY AND MORE BUSY

2008-11-07T06:59:00.001-08:00

So this are the list of things that happened so far this week.

1. BN EX 2 for 3 days

2. BN EX 2 aftermath

3. Prep for BN EX 3 TODAY

So my life have been dominated with army stuffs. Things are getting hectic and troublesome. But i will remain strong!

I so so so missed CHURCH! How i wished i can go church tomorrow. But... there is always a 'but'. I have COS duty tomorrow! Yes i am agitated and very dismayed. But God is always good. I know i will be able to meet up for cg ppl soon! OH I RELLI MISS THEM!

And ya.... i miss someone else too...

Hope everything is going to be alright for the next upcoming BN EX 3. Till then will blog more.

P.DAYANG TRIP

2008-10-31T08:14:00.000-07:00

As promised(tot i am abit late), here i am updating you guys what hve i been doing the past two weeks. I thank God that i sure had had one fo the most fruitful days of my life. First week and second week i went K BOX with my friends.We had a great time singing to our hearts' contents.

Then after a few days of rotting at home, I finally started my long awaited diving session. To cut the long story short, i had summarise my diving experience using the acroynm below

N- Novelistic experience ( it is my first ime diving and it is really exciting!)

A- Adventurous (it is really adventurous to explore the underwater world

T- Technical ( diving requires technical details and you to be skillful)

U- Unique (life on the island is unique and carefree)

R- Rigorous ( Diving is a very tiring and energy-intensive sport.)

E- Engaging the nature is my main objective for this trip

Besides the above mentioned, i would also like highlight the rich marine life that P.Dayang have. (See photos above). So we ahd load of fun throughout the 3 days. All we did are basically eat dive and dive then eat and dive then eat and all the way until night time. This is no wonder divers grow fat! I cannot imagine myself leading this type of lifestyle everyday (but once in a while, it would be a blessing hehe) Food served there were considered average. The beauty and tranquility of the island is something one will not forget.

On the island, i also found this extremely super duper cute kitten. I almost wanted to smuggle it back to Singapore... but thank God I did not.

Isn't it adorable?

And of cause, how can we forgot to cam whore at such a beautiful island.

At night, we chilled out. Beer + peanuts= Old man chilling style. I felt so bloated after the beer. We sat facing the sea and just stared blankly into the night sky. The sea breeze blew at us and we felt so SHIOK!

So 3 days passed by without us really realising it. Life at the island is simply so carefree. For once, we can slow down our paces and get away from the hustle bustle of life. Again, it is another half a day ride back home. Ya home sweet home!

LOL SCANDALOUS! Hope Hui lian don't get jealous of me!

Still then, i shall blog more later!

FIRST entry

2008-10-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps this si the very first entry of my new blog. The previous blog waas closed as i seriously have no time to update it. So i decided to "put it to sleep". I hope that through my blog, i can share with you people the happenings of this world and also my life and see that how real God is in our life. So till then, my blog is still under construction and i shall update it with exciting pics and novelistic post. God bless ya!